Up, before the light

before everything begins

embarking on a boat, a vehicle

from one world to the next

 

between here and then

between beginnings: past, present, future: end

drawn-out lives, cut short or opened up

hurried estimations, predictions of the past

from one imperfect vision to the next

 

coming back, into the cool of the house

the enormous rooms, for a city

the ceilings rising like a feverish dream

 

feeling the flush of some ecstacy

hot fire on the cheek,

a touch of sunburn on the brow

 

talking about death, as the light came up

about the beginning of life, about the end

the Macleay River, utterly flat

like a shining mirror and a razor-blade,

        with no sense of beginning or end

 

the dullness of the senses,

thin steel scraping across the soapy skin,

the gravel in the knee, the black bruise of loss

 

the taste of blood in the mouth

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

© Stephen Cassidy, 1991

Up, before the light

poetry